Gee...long time I didn't write on this blog :D:D
cant say how I miss this blog ;)
new year without any new improvement..
still single and happy :D:D
but I really really wish that in this new year I have my special one ;)
what I mean by 'special one' is someone who is really exist, ya someone who I can meet everyday or whenever I want to, someone who I can hear his voice everytime, someone who I can touch and feel..
cuz I'm so tired with this fake life, fake love, and fake relationship..I want to be real one..though I know it will be so difficult for me, cuz of my 'dark' past..that things really change me inside-out..that things that make me have traumatic with real love..
ahh,,I really have to forget the past, and live my future!I don't wanna look into my past..I wanna look straight forward..let the past be the past, and never let 'em ruin my future!:)
I know I can do it..I will face this world with smile and laugh..and I will SPREAD THE LOVE!!!
WELCOME MY FUTURE!!!
