Ramadhan 1432 H

I always love when Ramadhan comes once a year...
guess..it will be the sweetest Ramadhan I've ever had :)
with the sweetest moments that had happened,
it will be unforgetable Ramadhan ever at the end *I hope*

In The Night Sky

Lying under the night sky
Only you and me
Staring at the stars
Always beside me
Hold me tight in your arms

Need You Around Me

I Love You...
Doesn't mean I want to be with you
It.s just an expression of my feeling
I'm comfort and feel safe
Everytime I see you
Yes, by only seeing you around me
I feel safe and peace
For me, that's more than enough

Saat Bersamamu

Hanya dengan melihatmu,
Hatiku merasa tentram
Hanya dengan menatapmu,
Hatiku merasa damai
Hanya dengan memandangmu,
Hatiku merasa nyaman

Itulah yang kurasakan
Saat ku bersamamu
Hanya dengan melihatmu
Aku merasakan semua itu
Dan jika hanya dengan melihatmu
Membuatku bahagia
Itu saja sudah cukup bagiku

Don't Tell Me...

Jangan katakan kau mencintaiku
Jika dihatimu masih tersimpan namanya
Jangan katakan kau mencintaiku
Jika kau tak bisa melupakannya
Jangan katakan kau mencintaiku
Jika memang tak ada tempat untukku
Jangan katakan kau mencintaiku
Jika pada akhirnya hanya akan menyakitiku

Caffeine Siap Beri Kejutan Bagi Caffematte | Lintas Jabar Media Informasi dan Aspirasi Warga Jabar

Bagi para Caffemate (panggilan fans Caffeine.red) siap-siap untuk menikmati kembali lagu-lagu Caffeine, pasalnya Caffeine yang digawangi Rudy Sang Vokalis, saat ini tengah mengumpulkan materi untuk album keempatnya nanti dan itu dikatakannya sebagai kejutan bagi Caffemate. “saat ini materi yang sudah dikumpulkan baru 50 persen. Meski begitu, Caffeine sudah punya konsep pasti yang akan mereka suguhkan untuk album terbaru mereka nanti,” paparnya kepada wartawan, Sabtu (05/02) di Ballroom Karaoke Hotel Setra Sari Bandung.

Menyinggung lamanya Caffeine menjumpai Caffemate lewat tembang-tembangnya, lanjut Rudy, lebih karena Caffeine tengah disibukkan dengan promo album “Trilogi of Caffeine” yang diluncurkan pada tahun 2009. Selain itu, tambahnya, Caffeine masih tetap manggung walau tanpa publikasi besar-besaran.

“Kami akui, sudah hampir tiga tahun belakangan ini Caffeine menghilang dari peredaran, sehingga tidak heran banyak para Caffematte bertanya-tanya. Sebenarnya kami tetap eksis berkarya. Dan di tahun 2011, Caffeine siap bangkit dan kembali memanjakan serta memberikan kepuasan Caffematte (penggemar),” ujar Rudy. Seraya menambahkan, Caffeine siap memberikan suguhan warna music yang berbeda dan cukup asyik dinikmati sebab selain merecycle lagu-lagu Caffeine, diantaranya ‘Kau yang Tlah Pergi’ dan ‘Hidupku Kan Damaikan Hatimu’,” dengan aransement yang berbeda juga warna music pada lagu baru akan jauh menarik.

“Yang pasti sih akan ada kejutan baru dari Caffeine. Bentuknya bakal seperti apa, kita masih belum bisa bilang, karena ini kejutan. Kalau dibilang sekarang ‘kan bukan kejutan lagi,” tegas Rudy.

Ditambahkan Beni (gitaris), sejak beredarnya album Hubungan Tanpa Ikatan (2009), pihaknya jarang show on air, sehingga jarang muncul dilayar kaca. Namun demikian, semangat bermusik Caffeine kembali meninggi dengan kehadiran Gagan, sang basis baru kami dan Caffeine kini merasa lengkap sebagai sebuah grup band utuh dan siap kembali menyapa para Caffematte serta penikmat musik di tanah air.

Untuk album yang akan rilis nanti, ditegaskan Beni, masih berkutat tentang cinta yang menjadi ciri khas Caffeine. Karena, dianggap Beni, cinta merupakan syair yang masih digemari para Caffematte. Kendati begitu, diakuinya, sejauh ini, pihaknya, masih belum memutuskan judul albumnya.

Rudy yang didampingi Benny (gitar), Dany (gitar), Daniel (keyboard), dan Yudi (drum), menganggap sesuai dengan perkembangan belantika music,terutama ditanah air tentunya kita berupaya untuk lebih bervariatif dari seluruh tembangnya. Dan terkait cukup banyaknya group music bermunculan, Caffeine menganggapnya sebagai sebuah motivator untuk Caffeine selalu berkarya dan merilis album lebih baik dan tetap dekat dengan caffemette.

“Kami cukup optimis dibawah naungan Caffeine Manajemen, dengan materi lagu yang lebih variatif ditambah lagi promo yang semaksimal mungkin, tentunya tetap mendapat tempat tersediri di hati penggemar. Seperti album Caffeine sebelumnya,” ujarnya.

Senada dengan Vanni, salah seorang Caffemette yang hadir saat itu, sebagai penggemar tentunya kami sudah lama mengharapkan Caffeine Band bangkit dan eksis kembali di balantika music tanah air. Untuk itu, saya sudah tidak tahan untuk segera memiliki album barunya.

MUST READ IT!!

I don't know what should I write...
I want to write something incredible...
Something that can make everyone enjoy to read...
But, I still didn't find anything to write on...
So, I think this is it!!
I write something,,something unnecessary...lol xp

Remember This!

I put on this smile and try to let go

But meanwhile I hide a suffering soul

And even though I like to pretend I'm alright

My life is taking its toll and I won't make it through the night

I know you thought you left this all behind

But the truth is you can't escape your mind

So just try to remember and try to find out

The reason you just left us all behind!

No More Hatred In The End

Left for dead
This worlds so bleak
No power left inside
Not even for me to speak

Hurt so many times
But never truly healed
No you cannot see them
My emotional scars are sealed

Sometimes they ask me
Have I always been this way?
It breaks my heart to answer
But it is the truth that I must say

No I have not always
But probably will always be
The darkness that dwells inside
Is the living part of me

I’ve kept it in for so long
So much anger never let out
Struggled with every tantrum
Suppressing the urge to shout

But the turning point is now
You will not be my demise
I will uplift my spirit
And spring to your surprise

No longer will you hurt me,
No more pain will I feel,
This day will end my sorrows,
And break that holy seal,

My emotions will flow with hatred,
And death you will meet,
Through this day of reckoning I have realized,
Revenge through success is sweet.

Karma Will Come To You!

You took a part of me

That I can never get back

You got me, you used me

You threw me on my back

You were too strong

but I tried to get away

it was three hours long

Forever and a day

You may think you won

You sick, sadistic, jerk

But, Karma is not fun

And Karma is at work

First Day at Pasuruan

First day at mess was kinda boring… Maybe it’s because I’m still alone here… Then I still don’t have any idea what should I do… just laying down at room which I don’t know is it really my room or not, and opened my laptop…lol a whole day alone, it is my first time!haha feels like I have my own room ;)

Broken Heart

I Love you

These three words took the breath out of you

Sometimes its Me

Rest its YOU

Couldn’t Sleep, couldn’t Eat

Just couldn’t stand on my feet

I wondered why I thought about you more than a friend

It’s an uneasy decision

To tell you my situation

You just made things different

A heart which cannot be mended

It was just so fast

That I couldn’t even ask.

Now I just stay

With a Broken Heart

All alone

Only Once In My Life

It has been years being single..sometimes I feel lonely, but other time I feel everything was fine.. I was jealous to see couples..I always think when will I feel it?when will I can be happy with someone??when will my turn to be happy?? sometimes I just feel if God is not fair..He gives everyone happiness but none to me.. have I done something wrong??I just ask only for happiness even at once.. once in my life I want to feel kind of feeling to love and to be loved.. once in my life I want to meet someone who love me cause who I am..no perfection.. is it too much??did I ask too much??to love and to be loved, just that once in my life..

Welcome My Future!!

Gee...long time I didn't write on this blog :D:D
cant say how I miss this blog ;)
new year without any new improvement..
still single and happy :D:D
but I really really wish that in this new year I have my special one ;)
what I mean by 'special one' is someone who is really exist, ya someone who I can meet everyday or whenever I want to, someone who I can hear his voice everytime, someone who I can touch and feel..
cuz I'm so tired with this fake life, fake love, and fake relationship..I want to be real one..though I know it will be so difficult for me, cuz of my 'dark' past..that things really change me inside-out..that things that make me have traumatic with real love..
ahh,,I really have to forget the past, and live my future!I don't wanna look into my past..I wanna look straight forward..let the past be the past, and never let 'em ruin my future!:)
I know I can do it..I will face this world with smile and laugh..and I will SPREAD THE LOVE!!!

WELCOME MY FUTURE!!!

Family Shit!!

my uncles, aunties, cousins, nephews, nieces, and all the member of this shit famz are all suckeeerr!!!
I do really hate them...better I dont have family than I have to feel intimidated like this!!!
everyone will blame me!!no one will understand my feelings!!
family is shit!!!family is sucks!!

Frank Lampard Biography

Name :	Frank Lampard
Nationality :	English
Date of Birth :	20/06/1978
Height :	6' 0" (184cm)
Weight :	13st 12lbs (88.0kg)
Previous Clubs :	West Ham Utd, Swansea City (loan)

Position : Midfielder

With 27 goals from central midfield in 2009/10 and countless assists, it seems Frank Lampard is getting better with age.

If you factor in the England man's extraordinary resistance to injury and his ability not to earn one booking in the entire campaign it is easy to see why many think it is he that makes the Blues tick.

His season began as it would continue against Manchester United at Wembley, where he contributed a goal, helped set up the other, and then buried a penalty in the shootout.

Questions were raised over his impact in games, but having returned to a deeper position from the top of the diamond, where he had been restricted, his influence grew once more.

He netted another at Sunderland as we turned around a half-time deficit, and helped create seven in as many league games that followed, despite not scoring himself.

The 31-year-old actually went 10 without a goal before four in three arrived in October, helping send Atletico back to Madrid empty-handed as we began to score freely.

It was Frank's free-kick that John Terry nodded in against United at Stamford Bridge in November before a thigh injury on England duty while jogging ruled him out of two games. He returned to contribute in a big 3-0 win away at Arsenal before a rare dead-ball error - his late penalty at Manchester City saved by Shay Given.

In a difficult Christmas period it was two successful spot kicks that dug us out of trouble against Portsmouth and West Ham, the latter having to be taken three times at his old home ground, requiring nerves of steel.

Doubles against Sunderland and Birmingham were followed by six quieter games, including disappointment at Inter, which would be compounded in the second leg when for once the game passed him by.

Lampard's goal, and cross for Terry, helped us into the FA Cup semis, and he bounced back from European disappointment by banging in four against Aston Villa.

The feat, the second time he had achieved it, took him over the 150-goal mark for Chelsea, over 100 in the Premier League, and beyond Roy Bentley to become our third-highest scorer of all time.

After converting another against Villa at Wembley to book a place in the Cup Final, the focus shifted to league football for the next five games, and it was here where Frank really delivered.

After scraping past Bolton it was he who pulled a late goal back at Spurs before scoring a beauty against Stoke, diverting Sam Hutchinson's deep cross back across goal and in, his second of the game.

A week later at Anfield there were major celebrations as he swept home Nicolas Anelka's square ball to confirm a massive victory.

A win over Wigan would provide his third Premier League medal, and he would not be denied.

Winning and taking a penalty (after a lengthy debate with Didier Drogba) he put us two to the good as we ran riot, setting up an historic Double should we beat Portsmouth in the FA Cup Final.

Having scored the winner there against Everton a year before, he clearly fancied it again, launching a 30-yard drive against the post inside the first 10 minutes as we laid siege to the Pompey goal.

It was a Drogba free-kick that broke the deadlock though, and even though Frank's final contribution was to drag a penalty wide at the death, he was there in the Royal Box to lift the trophy alongside John Terry.

He had stepped up once again, a remarkable feat considering that in the previous campaign had had added another 20 in Chelsea colours.

He quickly got into goalscoring form, netting twice in September before two more followed in October, the latter being an audacious chip from the edge of the area at Hull, an automatic Goal of the Season contender, though eventually edged out by Michael Essien's volley against Barcelona.

As the performances of those around him began to wane, Frank's form remained consistent under Luiz Felipe Scolari, scoring key goals over Christmas against West Brom and Fulham to keep us in touch with the league leaders.

An overturned red card at Liverpool in February earned rare sympathy from outside Stamford Bridge, and the arrival of Guus Hiddink brought extended freedom for the former West Ham man, who repaid his coach with vital goals in a late win over Wigan and a 4-4 Champions League thriller against Liverpool, before we eventually bowed out in controversial circumstances against Barcelona.

Months before committing to a new five-year deal in the summer of 2008, Frank had scored a dramatic equaliser in the Champions League Final in Moscow, while also converting a penalty in the shootout.

It remains the one club medal that has eluded him since eyebrows were raised over an original £11 million transfer fee paid eight years ago.

Since then Lamps has become Chelsea's top scoring midfield player ever; and is the player to win the most international caps while a Chelsea player.

In 2006/07, his 62 games was the highest total by any Chelsea player in a single campaign and although the next year was affected by two rare injuries and bereavement, Frank continued to drive Chelsea on from midfield game after game after game.

When in December 2005, he finally missed a game due to a virus, it brought to an end a new Premier League record of 164 consecutive appearances.

Ironically, Frank's ever-present habit was one of the reasons why he was under-appreciated by some at the club that nurtured him.

With Frank's father the West Ham first team coach, sections of the support at Upton Park cried nepotism over the young player's regular place in their side. He was ever-present in the Hammers team that finished fifth in '98/'99 and was capped for England the next season.

When manager Harry Redknapp and Frank senior were sacked from Upton Park, it was time for our Frank to move on.

After a quiet start at the Bridge, he bloomed into one of Europe's finest and in 2003/04, Frank's phenomenal form was only beaten by Thierry Henry when English football's individual awards were handed out.

He was well worth his place in the Euro 2004 team and was voted the England team's Player of the Year.

The top performances continued to come, as did the goals, Frank's powerful shooting firing Chelsea to the 2004/05 Championship as he top-scored from midfield with 13 in the League and 19 overall - there was no one more appropriate to score those magical goals at Bolton.

The Sportswriters' Footballer of the Year that year (only the second Chelsea winner in over 50 years) and runner-up in the European and World Player of the Year voting for 2005, Frank continued to prove as close to indispensable as can be found in modern squad-based football as his team duplicated the Premiership success in 2005/06.

Again the vice-captain was top scorer, this time with 20 goals. His 16 in the League was the highest total ever by a Premiership midfielder.

That made it all the more surprising when Frank failed to register on the score sheet in the 2006 World Cup in Germany, despite shooting more frequently than anyone.
It drew outside criticism, his years of incredibly consistent achievement seemingly forgotten overnight.

He needed prove himself to nobody at Chelsea, and Frank also continued to create goals at a rate unrivalled at Chelsea, leading former boss José Mourinho to simply describe him as unique.

In 2007/08, having missed September with a thigh injury, his return to the side in early October coincided with a gradual climb up the league table. He contributed 11 goals before his other thigh was strained on Boxing Day. Another six weeks were missed.

That was unfortunate but genuine tragedy struck in April with the death of Frank's mother. His courage and nerve in scoring a vital Champions League semi-final penalty against Liverpool on his return from compassionate leave, followed by his Moscow goal, were among that season's strongest images.

Even Frank's harshest critics began to re-evaluate their opinions and he was finally being appreciated in an England shirt too.

Unlike in 2006 when he didn't find the net in five World Cup games, Frank went into the 2010 World Cup in red-hot scoring form, even by his own extraordinary standards.

However as Fabio Capello played with the jigsaw of England's midfield, Frank's goal threat again appeared diminished although he was one of the best players against Slovenia in the third group game, and was infamously denied his first World Cup goal by a ludicrous linesman's decision as England exited versus Germany.

Useless!

I just wanna pour what's inside my heart.
I felt so hopeless and useless.
I can't tell someone I love that I love him so much.
I just say it on my friend's name, and you wanna know what his answer??
he said, he just acts me as his sister!so after my close attention to him so far, how much I care bout him, he just acts me as his sister, no more!
ahh, I feel so fragile! it's like I just have a sorrow in my life!
I never get my happiness.
but I knew I have to be tough! I knew I can pass this like before, though I'm so broken but surely I can pass it.
I still love him, but I must accept what his decision. I will never give up through my love, I will always try to show my attention to him. I will give him all my love, my affection, and my life for him.

My Biography

My name is Fierna Septiana. I was born on September 17, 1988 in Surabaya. I was raised for all my life by my lovely mom, Rr. Chandrapadma Surya Quari (may her soul rest in peace). I only have one biological sister, named Pamelania Rachma Sariningsih. And my dad's name is Rachmad Muljadi.

My childhood wasn't happy like any other kids have. My parents divorced when I was child. My dad left my mom before I entered kindergarten, so I guess I was still 3 or 4 years old. I never met him since thetime he left, until one day when I was in Junior High School he suddenly appeared at my home. It was the first time I met him for almost 8 years. Until now I meet my dad at least once a year, due to he already has a new family so that he didn't live in the same town with me. From my dad's family I have one stepsister, named Nina (just like my forename).

My mom died a year ago because of breast cancer. Exactly on November 20, 2009. She knew that she had cancer long time. But she didn't tell me that until she make sure for herself that she had breast cancer stage 3. Thanks to God that I can be with her in her last day. But I'm a little bit upset because I was sitting beside her, but I didn't realise when angel took her life. I do really love my mom. She is my spirit to live. She is a wonder woman who can raise her daughters by herself.

I have best friends ever, named Ika Indah, Nur Afni, Laila Cholila and Dian Anggraeni. They're always there when I need them. They are places to pour out my feeling when I'm feeling sad or happy. They are friends to share happiness, sadness, and craziness together.

Love Hurts

My love is too big for me to care about..
But it's too small for you to think about..
Though my nights are colorful with your dreams..
Still my days mourn in your absence..
You mean so much and I care that much..
Better I watch you from here..
So far yet so near..
When I think of love, I think of you..
Both hurt me..
Love hurts me with you..
And you hurt me without love..