Rasa Ini...

Ku renungi malam ini

Dan ku tersadar

Apa yang ku rasa saat ini tidaklah sama

Dengan apa yang kau rasa disana

Tapi aku tak berani mengakuinya

Aku tak bisa menghadapinya

Aku tak kuasa menerima kenyataan

Bahwa ini hanyalah satu rasa

Mungkin aku yang salah

Mungkin aku yang terlalu berharap

Mungkin aku yang bodoh

Mungkin aku yang terlalu berkhayal

Hingga aku tak melihat sesuatu yang nyata

Yang sudah jelas ada di depanku

Yang menerima aku apa adanya

Yang selalu ada untukku

Tapi,

Haruskah aku mengabaikan rasa ini?

Haruskah aku menyakiti diriku sendiri?

Haruskah aku teriak agar kau tahu apa yang kurasakan?

Aku tak sanggup bila tanpamu…

Will U Understand Me?

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you have touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you would ever know
just how truly special you are
you've made my dreams come true

you've opened my heart to love.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize

all I ever wanted was to be part of your heart

I promise to give you all I have to give
and I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

Because you are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'll be
Having you in my life
complete and fulfill every part of my life.

I Love You

You came into my life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
and the kindness you showed me,
all become a part of my life.

I have never seen so much
gentleness in one person.
Without even know it,
you were slowly make a place for yourself in my heart.

It used to seem so hard at times
to feel so close in a relationship.
But it’s so easy to feel close to you.

I can’t tell you how nice that feels.
I realize now that I had never known
what it meant love until I love you.

My Love

You're the thought that starts each morning,
The conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do,
And everything I say.

You're the smile on my face,
The twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
The fullness in my life.

You're my silly, mature, caring,
Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy.
My friend, my love,
The happiness of my life.

You are all I've wanted,
You are all I need.
You are all I've dreamed of,
You are all of this to me.

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I'll give you my heart and I'll open it up,
Will you listen to its small voice?
For soft and quiet my heart will speak,
To the one I'll call my boy.

Did you hear it dear? Did you listen well?
Do you understand what it said?
For deep is the love that it speaks to you,
To the one I'll call my dear.

So, take my heart and treat it well
And forever in this life,
Come walk with me, your hand in mine,
The one I'll call my love.

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Maybe I hope too much to you.
Maybe my love for you only in one side.
Maybe I'm just hoping something impossible.
Maybe my love is only for a while.

I know you just try to be nice to all your friends.
I know that I'm not different with all your friends.
I know you also give attention to all your friends.
I know that I'm not good as your other friends.

You are a perfect guy in my imaginary world.
You are a dream guy in my imaginary world.
I'm nothing than you.
I'm just ordinary girl.

But, May I love you?
My love for you will never change...
And if I can't be with you,
Let me keep my love forever...
Maybe I will live my life alone without you...

My Heart

Dua hati yang dulu bersatu kini terbelah...
Hanya karena keegoisan dan keangkuhan...
Keegoisan yang tidak melihat akan perasaan orang lain...
Keangkuhan yang membuat seseorang buta akan cinta yang sesungguhnya...

Hati yang terbelah itu tidak dapat lagi disatukan...
Hanya karena ketakutan semata...
Ketakutan untuk disakiti lagi...
Ketakutan untuk mengenang kembali...

Dan hati yang sendiri itu kini mencari belahan jiwanya...
Yang akan membahagiakan hati yang terluka...
Yang akan mengisi kekosongan hati yang ditinggalkan sendiri...
Yang akan menjaga dan menentramkan hati...

Dan nantinya akan menjadi hati yang utuh lagi, seperti sedia kala...
Tanpa keegoisan...
Tanpa keangkuhan...
Tanpa ketakutan...

A New Love, A New Heart, and A New Life...

King of My Heart

You're my man, my mighty king,
And I'm the jewel in your crown,
You're the sun so hot and bright,
I'm your light-rays shining down,

You're the sky so vast and blue,
And I'm the white clouds in your chest,
I'm a river clean and pure,
Who in your ocean finds her rest,

You're the mountain huge and high,
I'm the valley green and wide,
You're the body firm and strong,
And I'm a rib bone on your side,

You're an eagle flying high,
I'm your feathers light and brown,
You're my man, my king of kings,
And I'm the jewel in your crown.

My Conscience

To hear his voice makes me happy...
To see his face makes me smile...
To think of him makes me wonder...
Does he love me??
Is he serious with me??
Is he thinking of me??
Just like what I feel to him...
Or,
He's just making fun with me...
He's just deceiving me...
Didn't he understand how much I love him??
Didn't he know that I'm serious with him??

All I want just to live with him...
I want him to fulfill my life...
To illuminate my life...
To make my life better...

God...
I do really love him...
I don't want to lose him...
Please keep him for me...
Care of him...

If he's for me, I beg him closer to me...
But, if he did not for me, I beg still keep him for me...
Because my love to him is pure...
I just wanna see him happy...

My DreAm

I dream that someday when I meet my soulmate I want him to be a romantic guy in this world. even though I don't like too much with the things that romantic. But special in my wedding I want to be different. I want him propose me by chopper. So, he has to arrange some romantic words and ask me to marry him, then he flies with a banner by chopper. So that all people in this world know it.

You know movie with the title "The Brothers Solomon" when John and Dean are two sheltered happy brothers who want nothing more than to please their wiling father. They set out to find a woman who can give them a baby. They ad on a web that they want make a baby. When their wish accomplished, suddenly the woman left because she didn't want give her baby to them. So, The Brothers Solomon made a banner to say sorry and fly it by chopper.

I like that part, that inspires me for do the same. But not to say an apologize, however for a man who will propose me.

Then my wedding, I have to wear green dress, my wedding cake must be green color, the decoration is look like football field (so that it must be held on outdoor..;p), and also it must have Chelsea FC decor. For the guests I want them wear white or black dress.

Because I love green color, so that I want my house all green, from inside til outside (including tools, cutlery, and others). It's all about GREEN...

LoVe, LoVe, n LoVe

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.