I DID IT!!!

finally!!!i did it!!i can pass my thesis' presentation!!
im so happy...even though i have to revise my thesis, but i graduate instead...:)
i know i can do that...:)
now, im just waiting until my dream comes true...of course before that happen, i have to find a job...:p
but still, I DID IT!!!!

What Love is...

Love is not a color,
Love is not a game,
Love is just a feeling,
Love is really lame.
Love will make you smile,
Love will make you cry,
Love will make you confused,
Love will make you ask why,
Love can be a good thing,
Love can really suck,
Love depends on your lover,
Love is good or bad luck.
Love is really stupid,
Love makes me wanna die,
Love will come to an end,
Love will then make you cry.
Love has no point,
Love is just pretending,
Love is what I hate,
Love has no freaking ending.

Love can...

Love can sometimes be fresh.
Love can sometimes be new.
Love can sometimes make you happy.
And sometimes make you blue.
Love is the light that radiates from your eyes.
Love is your image floating in the skies.
Love is true.
And dear, the only love for me is you.

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How can I live like this,
I hate the world,
The world hates me,
The world does not care,
No one cares about me.

I love him,
He does not love me,
I hang my head low,
For the time is near,
I wish to tell him the truth.

I have spilled my guts to him,
He does not listen,
Why does no one stop me,
I love him no more,
He has never loved me.

I hate It...

I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme

I hate it…

I hate the way you were always right
I hate it when you lie

I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate it when you were not around
And the fact that you didn’t call

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,

not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all...

hmm...
my waiting for this four years is soon accomplished...
my session will be coming...
i can't hardly wait for that day...
i'm sure i must be so nervous...
but i have to be sure too that i can do it!!
i have to prove to my family that i'm good enough...
then after that i have to be independent and reach my dreams...
i wanna get out of this house and be survive alone...
i don't want anybody to command me...
i have my own role and my own life...
so...
here it is...one day for four years!!!
hmmm...please hurry come!!!:)

Lost Without You

I’m so in love with you that I can’t be without you because I’m lost without you.
I have been dreaming for the day you decide to come back but I know deep down this is only a dream.
I keep holding my head just to watch as my whole world comes crashing down around me.
I don’t know when I have ever felt so much pain before.
I can’t even get you out of my head because I’m so in love with you that I’m lost without you.
I have cried so many days and nights away that this is all I know to do.
I’m not willing or ready to give up and walk away.
You’re the only one I want to give my life and my heart too and my feelings will never change.
I’m not sure how you have those girls heart but it’s all yours.
I’m just so in love with you that I can’t be without you because now I’m lost without you.

It's You

It’s you I love,
Yet, you’re never there,
I wish I could see you,
But you don’t even care...

I miss you tonight,
I miss you today,
Tell me you love me,
Like you always used to say...

When I heard that you ran off,
I couldn’t believe my ears,
I ran up to my cold room,
And let out my tears...

You told me you loved me,
But now you ran away,
All the lies you said to me,
I trusted everyday...

I miss you tonight,
I miss you tomorrow,
Now it’s your heart,
I need to borrow...

Only because,
I want to rip it apart,
If only you hadn’t left,
If only you didn’t depart...

But it’s to late,
But I still miss you,
Remember this my love,
I truly love you...

You Have Broken My Heart

you have broken my heart...
with false promises...
you are so cruel!
you are such a liar!
even though my heart is broken...
it is healing the wounds...
you have inflicted on my dedication-life...

Silent Tear

yesterday I cried a silent tear for fear of losing you...
today I cried a silent tear because you left my heart behind...
tomorrow I'll cry a silent tear because I'll be getting over you...

my tears

tears fall down my face, they keep flowing one by one, the pain begins
to show, please tell me what i've done, the sad and angry part of me,
wants to just let go, i want to be completely free, of all this pain
and agony...

i can't stop the tears falling down, as much as i want to, if only someone would listen, i'm crying out to you, please tell me that everything will be alright, say you'll never leave me again...

the days have passed, but the sadness still prevails, i guess in time eventually, this broken heart will heal, but you took my heart, and broke it into two...

no matter what has happened, even though the pain is strong, i will always love you...